30/08/2025
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I can no longer wait
for this day to end
and I am no longer what I wanted to pretend
to be.
Something else
someone else.
Drifting away again
fading into your soul
one more time to look back at you in the eyes
But you tear me away
once again
I was always so scared
but I rather rot in your bed
than not be able to see
your beautiful pretty face
all pierced because you wanted to feel something
Well, feel me,
touche me,
notice me,
read me,
Cause I'm about to disappear
for all eternity
And if you never wanted any of this
don't tell me
or I'll jump off a cliff
in front of your beautiful pretty face
and I'll pierce all mine
with big rocks
violently touching my skin
violently ripping my eyes away
turning red by me
making me feel something
And when I can no longer feel,
my dead body will lay
and my soul will haunt your dreams
in the most precious and tender way
Could you ever care?
Or will we remain the same
as we always were
as far apart
as close as we could ever be
to one another
Forever my heart
will protect yours
my child,
my brother,
my father,
my lover,
my god
Come
take me back
love me back
as if you never stopped.
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